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I have no idea how to introduce this post, so I’m skipping the first paragraph.
During rehearsal on Tuesday, it came to mind that I should see my throat doctor because something didn’t feel/sound right. I went in for a visit on Wednesday and a scope of my vocal cords revealed that the granuloma…
“
I’m strong
But I break
I’m stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I’m hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I’m jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be
If you’ll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe
Someday
When we’re at the same place
When we’re on the same road
When it’s OK to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it’s just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe
All you have to do is hold me
And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be
If you’ll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe
I’m confusing as hell
I’m north and south
And I’ll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn’t meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I’ll try
Yeah I’m gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe
One day
We’ll meet again and you’ll need me, you’ll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you’ll love me, you’ll love me then
I don’t want to be tough
And I don’t want to be proud
I don’t need to be fixed and I certainly don’t need to be found
I’m not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won’t stop ‘cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe
I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I’m thinking maybe, yeah maybe you’re mine
Maybe, love maybe
” — Kelly Clarkson - Maybe“
He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn’t fit,
It wasn’t right.
Wasn’t just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don’t know.
I didn’t feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.
If it’s not like the movies,
That’s how it should be, yeah.
When he’s the one,
I’ll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that’s just the beginning, yeah.
Snow white said when I was young,
“One day my prince will come.”
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don’t align,
If it doesn’t stop time,
If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He’ll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.
If it’s not like the movies,
That’s how it should be.
When he’s the one,
He’ll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And that’s just the beginning.
‘Cause I know you’re out there,
And you’re, you’re looking for me.
It’s a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you’ll see.
Just like the movies.
That’s how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It’s not like the movies,
But that’s how it will be.
When he’s the one,
You’ll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it’s just the beginning.
“
I watch the days rush by me like a river
I shouldn’t wait, but I’m scared to touch the water
I let the phone ring, why won’t you believe me
I wait for silence, takes a lot not to answer
All I have to say is
You don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve me
I’m finally walking away
Cause you don’t deserve me, and you’re not worthy
And I won’t let you pull me in
Because I know you’re gonna win
(The war is over) but the war is over (The war is over)
And I won’t fight you anymore
I never been so sure
(The war is over) cause the war is over
I used to let you paint a pretty picture
You got me caught up with your, “you’re my girl forever”
So I forgive you, it felt good when you hold me
Yeah you owned me
Now you wish you had really known me
All I have to say is you don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve me
I’m finally walking away, cause you only hurt me
And you’re not worthy
And I won’t let you pull me in
Because I know you’re gonna win
(The war is over) but the war is over (The war is over)
And I won’t fight you anymore
I never been so sure
(The war is over)
This is not my surrender
I’m not running for cover
I’m right here, I know you see me
But your words no longer defeat me
In the night, when you’re lonely
You remember how much you miss me
So you call, but I swear
You can try a million times, you’ll get the same answer
All I have to say is you don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve me
I’m finally walking away, ‘cause you only hurt me
And you’re not worthy
And I won’t let you pull me in
Because I know you’re gonna win
(The war is over) but the war is over (The war is over)
The war is over
The war is over
The war is over
The war is over
The war is over
The war is over
The war is over
I am not a fool
Love did not make me dumb
So tonight I seek the truth
Am I still the only one?
Baby just save face
And make me believe that when
You ask me for space
That it’s not to fit someone else in
I pray that when the sun goes down on everything you’ve done
Whoever’s arms you’re sleeping in will warm you like the sun
I hope your dreams are peaceful, I hope your sleep is sound
And you are satisfied with what you found
When you finally turn around
Sugar, don’t hold out
For if you don’t love me still
It’s the least that you could do
Baby, to let me find some one that will
I pray that when the sun goes down on everything you’ve done
Whoever’s arms you’re sleeping in will warm you like the sun
I hope your dreams are peaceful, and I hope your sleep is sound
And you are satisfied with what you found
Twenty years from now my love,
Long after all the tears have dried
Who’ll be there in memory only
And who’ll be by your side?
Regret is a pill to swill
That never quite goes down
I pray that he is gentle and careful with your heart
That he touches you in ways that slowly pry your shell apart
So he can reach that part of you that truly is your core
And you have found in him more that you’ve been pinning for
Regret is a pill to swill
That never quite goes down
So I hope that you are satisfied with what you found
When you finally turn around
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When you finally turn around
Da da da da da da da da da da dada
When you finally turn around
Da da da da da da da da da da dada
When you finally turn around
When you finally
“When sales guys run the company, product guys don’t matter so much, and a lot of them just turn off.” — Steve Jobs
“
Designing a product is keeping five thousand things in your brain and fitting them all together in new and different ways to get what you want. And every day you discover something new that is a new problem or a new opportunity to fit these things together a little differently.
And it’s that process that is the magic.
” — Steve Jobs
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“I think if you do something and it turns out pretty good, then you should go do something else wonderful, not dwell on it for too long. Just figure out what’s next.” — Steve Jobs